I hate getting in a fight with you. Being in a fight makes me lose myself and I will start to say stupid things. I know I’m not the kind of girl who speaks wisely and I never pay attention to what I say. I never mean to hurt you or make you angry. I never see any problems with the thing I said though you say it’s obvious. 

But to tell the truth, I hate it too. I hate when you keep telling me you’re the wrong one and that I should find another who is better. I hate when you hold grudges and only until we have a fight do you tell me that at some point some weeks or months ago I said something that upset you. I hate it when you cannot let go of my past which I have nothing to be proud of. 

I love you, I love every single thing that makes you you. I love the way you watch cartoons and laugh like a kid, I love the way you smoke, love the way you smile and even the way you snore when you sleep. I love holding your hands while you’re sleeping, kiss on your cheeks and watch you sleep. I love the way you care about me and do things for me though I know you don’t really feel like doing those. So please just stay you and stay with me, for as long as you can and as long as we still breath. 

It’s been long since I have so much inspiration to write about a guy. I know you could never read this, just write, no expectation, no hope, just a little thought of a little girl who loves you with every second and every heartbeat (: